Effervescence- A way of releasing hatred

2007-03-07T05:10:00.000-08:00

07/03/07

Today was damm fuking idiotic. I failed my maths real badly. When almost all of the class got 20+, i oni got 9/30. sigh. I had the questions all right just the wrong sign. Example: the correct answer is -30.2 and i wrote 30.2. cause i made a very very minor mistake in all the formulae. i just forgot to add a negative sign in the formulae. This made me fail damm badly. I am so darn sad lah. All the answers were correct lah but no marks. DAMM IT LAH. I was like so shocked upon seeing my paper lah. OMG!

Today is just a bad day. This is the day when i had a failure on such a high percentage test and also on this day 2 years ago, the friend i say i trusted most died.

He was jonathan lee. We joked, chat, laughed, played, ate and surprisingly, he had the same weight and height as me throughout 2 years leh. It is just so accidental. I dunno why. Since we were both the same size, we encouraged each other on sliming down. Then he just died.

We were eating lunch that friday together and joking. I clearly reminded he bought Hokkien Mee with lots of black paint which dropped off from the frying pan. I even warned him about the harmfulness of the paint. He joked that he don't care and i chased him around and we really laughed alot! Everything was fine, he was laughing and nothing was wrong. He even went to play Playstation at another person's house.

Then the next monday he did not come to school. No one would guessed he had already left the world. The form teacher even asked me to help her find his home number in order to contact him to ask him if he is fine. I didn't manage to find the number in the end. The next day of school, everyone were reading the newspaper about his death. Everything happened so suddenly. Suddenly, i didn't know what to feel like. And i just laughed. Yes, i laughed out of no reason. I did not find his death funny but just laughed to make my mind off what happened and tried to not know what happened and treated everything like a joke.

However, one picture of him being wrapped up in plastic bag made him cry real bad. It showed me how life is so fragile and how he must have suffered. It is truly real pain to see him suffer like that. Imagine a great friend of your suddenly got wrapped in plastic bag and put into the freezer. Thinking of the happy memories we had, made me cry real mad. Everyone was unstable totally, the teachers cried. Everyone just couldn’t accept the fact. We quarreled with each other over small matters as we are all emotionally unstable. We supported each other through the whole healing journey but I would say not all wounds are healed. Some wounds are to be left to remind you to treasure friendship much more and other people close to you. That’s why often during quarrels, I would be the one to apologize even though I truly know that it’s not my fault. I just don’t want to lose another friend.

We left me a project undone. A project which was stopped ever since he left. We were supposed to be in charge of newspaper articles in the notice board but he left, leaving a few pieces of newspaper article pinned on the notice board untouched.

So I was relatively emotionally unstable today. So sorry for those I quarreled with. Jonathan Lee, Rest In Peace and your soul will forever live in our hearts. The hearts of those who had loved you, loved you, love you, loving you and will love you.

Imformation: He died after being fed bleach. His mother and sister were killed the same way too. Then they were all placed on bed nicely with teddy bears. After which his father cut his wrist then jumped down the building.

2007-03-06T05:38:00.000-08:00

6/3/07

Oni a few events happened today. Well, Rosie Smith sit in our english class today which was a joined 2 periods. We behaved relatively well with the exception of xinyong who ate in class. Well, everything went very smoothly. Until suddenly everything shook. Our chairs shook and the water in our bottles shook. It is like the scene in Jurrassic Park. It happened a wave after another. Like the footsteps of a dinosaur. Lol. Then everyone stopped. There was slient. Then miss kong says nvm. IF die is sudden, wun feel much pain. =.=. Later i found out it was earthquake in other parts of the world which caused this. So ya. lol

Nothing happened after that beside that i took some photo of minjun sleeping in the mrt. So this is how he looks. When he sleeps, he keep falling to the sides and i was like trying to get out of the way. Here is proudly present you the sleeping beauty:

As i alighted at tampines, i saw this guy whom i talk to as we walked to the bus interchange. His name is jon koh and is in the same class as jon koh. I later found out that he live at tampines st 43 which is like so near to me. So he was shocked too. SOmehow. lol. so tats all that happened today. Tmr will be late jonathan lee's 2 year aniversary. Shall be updating more tmr. cya

2007-03-05T05:29:00.000-08:00

5/3/07

Today, nothing really happened. Jerome Ong just placed his hand into the wax after hearing the fact that I dipped the whole finger into the boiling wax. LOL. So he suffered quite some pain as I took the video. It happens that I cannot upload the video to dailymotion or youtube so I just took some poor quality screen shot. Sorry. But you can still be able to see him dip his hand into the boiling wax. Well, we got screwed badly by Miss tay after that and made to clean the table. But well, it is still fun. HAHA. Oh ya, and Chester did not give Jerome $3 that he bet on. Such evil Chester indeed. Haha. So here are the pictures:

And I managed to find Gao Bo’s primary school psle photo on the web. HAHA. Very funnie:

As you can see, his pants is still the same old height. So high that it made his balls protrude. LOL. Anyway, Jerome and me made a lame chart today. Where the words : “_______ has just farted. OMG SO SMELLY!” are written. The name/blank is replaced by a stapled-on pad which flips to 32 pages with names of everyone in our class in registration order. Haha. We had a great time playing and I used up the whole of ADI CHEW’s RI NOTE BOOK. HAHA.Anyway, I guess that’s all for today. I will be officially opening my blog this Sunday. So stay tune. And congrats if u find it before it is officially opened. Stay tuned. Good bye. :D HAHA

2007-03-04T07:46:00.000-08:00

3/3/07 & 4/3/07

Lol. It just happened that my previous post yesterday was not publish and was deleted during the process of my com hanging. So ya. I have to retype everything and pour them out of my mind again. Lol.

It was yesterday when I had viola lesson with mr sze then it just happen my dad and I were caught on a traffic jam. So it is like this:

The Jam is finally over and we were so relieved. Then a taxi wanted to come into the lane we are in from lane 4. My dad slowed down and let him come in:

However, even after the jam, the taxi drove at a slow speed of lesser than 30km/h on the PIE! Come on lah. We let him come into this lane and he repay us by moving at such slow speed. =.= damm it lah:

To make thing worse, it signaled going to the right lane (lane 2) and it did. But when my dad wanna move forward, it immediately came back. It did that many times. I think he is purposely trying to play a fool with us. Shit him lah. SUCH UNGRATEFUL SOUL. THIS IS LIKE SO DANGEROUS TO OTHER DRIVERS AND CAUSING OBSTRUCTION! I THINK HE IS DRUNK OR SOMETHING. BUT IF HE WANNA LOSE HIS LIFE, DO IT, BUT DUN CAUSE OTHERS HARM.

FINALLY, it move to the other lane and stayed there. As we overtake him, both me and my dad turned to the side to get a look at the idiot’s face and the moment we turned back, our vehicle were touching the sports car which stopped infront out of no reason. Luckily, my dad turned the vehicle to the shoulder in time if not I dunno what would happen. THIS IS INDEED HOW DANGEROUS STUPID DRIVING CAN BE. I AM NOT BEING VULGAR OR INSULTING HERE BUT THIS IS TRUE.

I managed to reach mr sze’s house on time and as mr sze was very much pissed off with the previous student of his somehow. At the start of the lesson, he was real pissed but as I played more and more, his mood turned better and better. He even praised my improvement of intonation and ask me to keep up the good work. My hardwork and practice indeed paid off. Haha. My chin rest also came and he helped me changed it. It indeed feels much better with the new chin rest. With that, I can practice more and make sure that intonation is no longer a problem of mine. Yay. I am indeed much more confident of myself now. :D

I guess that’s all for yesterday. Well, today we had CIP in school to play games and be buddies to members from DSA (Down Syndrome Association) – Both the children’s parents and their children. Some facts about down syndrome:

Down syndrome or trisomy 21 is a genetic disorder caused by the presence of all or part of an extra 21st chromosome. It is named after John Langdon Down, the British doctor who first described it in 1866. The condition is characterized by a combination of major and minor differences in body structure. Often Down syndrome is associated with some impairment of cognitive ability and physical growth as well as facial appearance. Down syndrome is usually identified at birth.

Individuals with Down syndrome can have a lower than average cognitive ability, often ranging from mild to moderate mental retardation. Developmental disabilities often manifest as a tendency toward concrete thinking or naïveté. A small number have severe to profound mental retardation. The incidence of Down syndrome is estimated at 1 per 800 to 1 per 1,000 births.

Even though the games played today is not really fun, but the activeness and participation of the parents and attempts to participate from the DS children indeed is touching. Especially when the parent keep smiling and laughing even though their hearts are actually feeling immerse pain. One sight when the parents pulled her DS daughter to run in order to win really touched me. How actually the parents never give up on their children is so noble. Another touching moment is when one of the DS daugther lies her head on her mom and smile to her. They really are the same as us and need equality and acceptance from the society. They are just a bit slower but have totally the same physical ability as us. Why do some people of the society reject? Anyway, this CIP is really meaningful and I really learnt a lot. Here are some photos of the game we played.

And some posers:

YUCKS:

Even though this is meaningful, something today pretty much pissed me off. One of my mom’s friend came to my house. Upon learning the fact that I am learning viola and violin, she came up with this reply or statement: “Sometimes we should not totally follow others. When someone do something, that does not means we have to do it. You should take your financial abilities into consideration” Well, so what if we are not economically inclined does that means I cannot take up something I like. Well, I did not follow others or what. MY parents give money for me to learn music so that I can excel in the future, not because we wanna act rich or something. Some people just dun understand and talk a lot. Nvm, just letting you peeps out there know. Well, I am not really pissed cause I know the truth and what she said only showed how ignorant and shallow-sighted she is.

Ya. Since today is the last day of CNY, my mom and dad cook a sumptuous meal while I was sleeping. Lol. There was 1.5kg of salad prawns, cold dish, jellyfish, han nan chicken, a fish and some random seafood. Lol. Some pictures:

So I guessed that’s all. Many things just happen this 2 days. So my post is like super long. Enjoy. :D

Rehearsal and tired out

2007-03-02T23:35:00.000-08:00

2/3/07

Yesterday, for rehearsal, some of us including me got pumped for holding on to the instrument when we should not be. LOL. Great time bonding while pumping together. Anw, at the end of rehearsal. Wangxiang was seriously damm pissed off. He did not have any expression on his mouth. All the times i see him is a laughing figure, never so pissed off. His eyebrows were up. Eyes were a bit teary. I guess if i touch his tears, my skin would be burned. ANd his Face is super RED. Trust me, IT IS DAMM RED.

Upon asking nic hsien why wangqiang is so pissed, he told me it was a quarrel with benn. Upon first look, people wil think that benn is someone rude, impolite, vulgar, no respect and bochap. His looks and actions just make people think this way. But he is not. He is someone who likes to defy softer people with authority like wangxiang. So it just happens. It is not the first time he defy wangxiang, but the first time wangxiang got so pissed.

Wangqiang asked Benn to keep quiet. He didn't wanted to or something and wangxiang had an outburst. It is indeed first time wangxiang got so pissed. scary

I also dunwan to say so much cause somethings are not to be said but afterall, everyone should respect wangxiang. Even if one do not respect his authority, one should also respect his actions and kind heart. Srsly, wangxiang is a nice person.

Anyway, shall stop here. Having viola lesson later. SHall practise my viola. Buaiz

Spaggetti- Sudden and Disgusting

2007-03-01T05:44:00.000-08:00

1/3/07

I was so fad up and pissed off with my old blog. Deleting it is just a click away. So Ya.

Yucks. Got spaggetti all over my shirt and hands. Like just jump out from a tomato sauce pool. Lol. Obviously, I have to thanks Daryl for providing me with this great opportunity to showcase the artistic and abstract side of me.

It is just disgusting, awful and make me wet my whole shirt to wash off the meat pieces and tomato only. Due to this, Daryl gotta lend me wear his shirt for me to go home. =.=

Oh Ya. I haven started reading To Kill a MockingBird yet! And i sit for like 1 test and few assignment. Gotta start reading for next week. Can you believing surviving 1 term of literature without even reading the text? HAHA.

Good thing about today- CCTs over :D

Bad Thing about today- Broke off Tail of my pig pinch pot, dirty my shirt, lose a spaggetti. :(